something happen last friday night, but dont wish to talk about it. hopes everything will be okie. luckily MrChua was there with me, otherwise, i'll be so super lost.

make a trip down to PetLovers Vet ytd with CookieDarling. poor lil one has an ear infection and a lil rashes here and there. the ear drop that the vet gave was pretty yucky. the vet also gave me so many tablets to feed him also -.-" its a tough job for me lar. anyway hopes CookieDarling will be fine soon.

have been quite quiet at home the past few days. mum is in bali, jer in bangkok, boy in batam. left me, josh and 2 darlings at home. woke up this morning with CookieDarling beside me, and JackieBoy on my leg. sweet~

been hearing so many bad news lately. now i realise i'm not strong at all, totally not. worst still, cramps are making my mood super low.

i need my guardian angel badly. i need it to protect me, to guide me, to help me. where are you?