Myself. My future.

I realised I have super bad mood swings. This moment, I can be super duper emotional and the next I can be okie. I think things firstly the negative way, the very very negative way. But after slowly straigtening out my thoughts, my thinking will slowly gets better, and of course, my mood will get better.

I detest pressure, I hate stress. I'm not good at handling both of this.

I need to have a sense of security, to ensure me everything is going smoothly. However, life is always unpredictable. Obstacles which happen in my life now and then are sometimes hard for me to handle.

Changes are always happening. Till now, growing up seems so hard for me. How? But still, I need to learn, to grow up and face all this myself. I gotta stop myself from wasting my life, my time, my money away.

I need to have a whole new thinking for my LIFE, my GOAL, my FUTURE.

Good luck to myself.