deep thoughts

people often ask me, "how will you react if you see HIM? will you call him?". and i will always answer them saying "yes, of course i will call him. cause is my mum taught me to do so." but now i realise, i cant do that. i cant call him. to me, he is just a stranger, i dont recognize him, i bet i wont even know is he if i were to ever bump into him on the streets. and i wonder, how about him? do he recognize me? but i dont care. i guess in my life, i dont need him anymore. i dont need him to take part in anything in my life.