still not used to having to work on a saturday. yawns! next time still gotta work until 2pm on sat. tell me how to survive!?!?

tummy is not feeling well now :( dunno what happen also.

sighs!

i need my beauty sleep.

on a happier note, half an hour more to go!

and 28 more days till thai trip :D

note to myself: PAY MY HP BILLS! keep forgetting to do so lar.

the man of my life.

dont judge him by his looks or size. he's one fierce man! hot-tempered he may be, but he always tries not to throw temper at me. irritating me must be his fav hobby. haha! he never fails to make me laugh with all his nonsense. he never once force me to do anything i dont like and always trust me in whatever i do. the respect and trust we have for each other is no words can describe.

i think we both are becoming more and more like each other. haha!

i thank him cause he tries his best to give me a good life, to work hard for our future.

although the past couple of days, both of our temper sucks to the core, but i know these are the parts and parcels of our love journey. and at the end of the day, we will be still as loving as ever :)

i wish you happy and us loving always.

gfs outing on last monday. went down to juro point. chat, laugh, gossip. i love them. they always make me laugh.

had Haagen-Dazs fondue for dessert. and thanks to cin, we had a 1 for 1 fondue because she's a citibank card holder. i swear that was the first time that i ate so much choc in one night. but the ice cream is simply YUMMY~

dont the pictures makes you drool?



my precious, cookie & jackie aka darling & fatty.
dont be fool by my fatty innocent look. haha!



random thoughts;
sometimes i wonder,
am i truly happy?
am i getting what i want?
am i going the right way?
am i even doing the right thing?
i feel confused at certain times.
my feelings tends to be mixed up too.
what is my goal?
what i need and want actually?
do you know, or do i myself even know?
i'm not sad or unhappy.
i'm not angry or pissed off.
i just have these thoughts in my mind now.

signing off;

i thought everyone sure will have different views in certain things? no meh.

i know my temper sucks. i know you have your troubles and burdens, and of course, i'm not trying to add any trouble or burden to you. i also wish you to be haapy. how you know i dont have any trouble, any worrries.

now i know being with me is so suffering, i'm demanding, i'm sensitive, i'm naggy, etc etc.

teach me wat to do.

told mummy the trip is confirm already. from 27th june to 30th june. mummy then pop this ques to me

"eh, 4 days only ah. so short. you shop enough meh?"

-.-"

in mummy's eyes, i'm such a shoppaholic lar. haha! but i dont denied the fact that i LOVE shopping.

now i realise my whole family is so funny. mummy asked me to buy dozens of medicated oil back and korkor asked me to buy tom yam paste back. haha!

hmmmm. i shall make a list of pple who i want to buy gifts for :)

left 5 more episode and i'm done watching with 溏心风暴之家好月圆.

its monday. got to get my ass back at work. sianz.

been sleeping for these couple of days. rest so much. haha.

my whole mind been thinking nothing but my trip. haha. shopping eating slacking shopping shopping! i wanna shop from day to night. hehezz. cant wait for the day to arrive lar. will have so many events during June. it show, joshua's bd, my trip to thai.

:D:D:D:D:D:D

last decision, thailand!

yups! my holiday trip has been confirm. 27th June to 30th June. if need, will extend longer.

i cant wait! i wanna go shopping! i'm going to bring tons and tons and tons of clothings, shoes, bags, accessories back. practically the whole thailand back :D i'm alrdy planning wher to go, what to buy, etc etc.

i'm HAPPY :D:D:D:D:D:D

had been sleeping late for the past few nights. i'm lil a mini zombie now. my eyes seems so extremely heavy today. YAWNS!

been watching the drama series, 溏心风暴之家好月圆. nice show! i like! bosco wong and 林峰 are acting in it. handsome handsome.

thanks to cin and jason, i had such a YUMMY breakfast:)



by the way, my leave had been approved!

:D:D:D

haven really chop chop confirm gg wher for holiday, but most probably will be going to thailand. i cant wait to go shopping and eat tons and tons of food~~!

shalll discuss this with dearie tonight.

my dearie went fishing ytd night.miss those days when we go fishing together. and of the prawning session together. doubt this day will arrive again cause both of us are busy at work, and our working time does not suit such an outing:(

miss my gfs suddenly. hmmm. friends! when was the last time we had our gathering? hehezz.

gotta work hard alrdy. bye people.

thailand or taiwan?

thinking.....

so stupid. i was checking the flight fares this morning at ard 10.54am and it was on SALE. but when i got ah cin to look at it at ard 11.02am, it was GONE. the website only state "there are no sale fares at the moment." the price difference is quite alot lor.

make me happy for 6 mins only -.-"

actually i'm dilemma on whether to go for a short getaway anot. hmmmm. many factors to consider.

sighs.

note to myself: never ever buy fisherman's friend, extra strong lozenges :)

wat is my manager doing? wat is my TA doing? what are they doing?

cannot ans the call then sit there for wat? cannot assist then sit there for wat? your designation/post is all fake ok.

and i seriously dont understand why do he still believes in her? she can MC/half day/UL for every single week, for about a year. the best is he can take it. he dont mind -.-" wat is he thinking man. 9 mths ago, i dont understand him. 9 mths ltr, i still dont understand him. i guess no matter how long i work here, i wont understand him lar.

messy, unorganize, full of nonsense, etc. tsk tsk tsk.

shit!

its only a matter of time. humph.

chicken pox chicken pox, please come to me!!!!

i'm pissed off.

RANDOM POST

- woke up late for work today. heezz.

- dont feel like using my brain today.

- still dont understand why SAT must work.

- june's IT fair is coming! cant wait to get my digi cam. but still do not have any idea what brand/model to buy. hmmm.

- been working working working.

- needs plenty of my beauty sleep.

- finished watching 原来爱上贼.

- going to watch another new drama series now.

- planning a short getaway with dearie :)

- finally got new games in my psp. thanks weiling! there mario lae :D:D:D

- gonna get something soon for joshua's coming birthday.

- needs to bathe my darlings today.

- playing majong with family today. haha.

- i'm a happy+blissful lil girl now.

SAT

both of us not working :D lunched together, slack and slack till 3 plus and went to kanny and gina's baby birthday celebration. CONGRATS for giving birth to your cute lil one. the baby was so cute and fragil. i carried her, but that time was her feeding time. she was crying and moving ard. haha. was so scare i might mis-handle her.

stayed there till 8 plus, and went back home. had mummy's porridge for dinner. YUMMY!

SUN

woke up quite early. ard 10 in the morning. had lunch over at keppel club with the family in the noon. stayed there till 3 plus and went over to ah gu's place. majong with cousins. FUN :D pizza for dinner, and it was great! i like italian pizza. chat, laugh, slack all the way till 9 plus.

been watching 原来爱上贼. quite a nice show. i like the plot that is thought out on how the robbery is done.

the gift we bought for kanny & gina's baby girl. cute right? i cant wait to see her wear it.


my darlings.


massive pictures of my lil cousin. i like her now :)


cindy is sick. poor thing. get well soon cin! dont miss me when you nv see me ok :p

going back to work. will blog again :)

thanks for telling me i have no value at all. after so many freaking years, i just realised i cant say anything to change you, watever i say is just all simply bullshit! no one must/should listen, including you.

shit!

met dearie after work ytd at Lot 1. shopped ard kiddy palace for kanny and gina's baby girl gift. end up we got a set of classic pooh 10 pieces clothings for her. pretty and cute :D had dinner ltr at kfc. back home after tat. love quality times spent with just him and me :D

going to their baby full month celebration tmr :)

and its a PH tmr! dearie is on leave, and i'm not working. yeah!! :D

my neck is currently stiff -.-" but it was better than ytd lar. hopefully it will be ok by tmr. i dont wanna spend my day with a stupid stiff neck.

and i have a sudden craving for mac and cha kway tiao.

mummy bought push pop candies for me.

i love my current blog song now!

going to slp now. meeting dearie tmr.

:D:D:D:D:D:D

dinners with gfs ytd at new york new york. the food there was not as good as previous though. the fish and chips had more flour than fish meat -.-"

shopped over at suntec for a short while and down to marina. went to JOHN LITTLE and i got the Neutrogena Wave. fun fun! i like :D bought a couple of stuffs and save alot! over $17 plus plus plus! thanks to fufu and ah wei for being JOHN LITTLE member.



and we went to diao bear bear after that. caught a mini mickey mouse keychain and a dumbo keychain! damm happy

cramps are seriously killing me now. its hurts anywhere, anytime D:

i miss chou chou~ only tmr then can see chou chou, and also dearie :D

a very radom post.

times seems to be CRAWLING very slowly. shit!

naughty dearie played punk. old le lar. dont try all this funny things again ok.

there is someone who talked to me about religion ytd O.O

i bought a new high waist jumper skirt ytd :D

i wanna change my hp plan and hp. itchy backside. *slaps*

tummy hasnt been feeling well the past few days. shit again!

out of sudden, my appetite is not good at all.

due to the bad weather, both my darlingss are having rashes :(

cookie darling scared all of us ytd like shit. and he did the same thing again this morning. i almost murdered him lar.

i'm done with watching my 命中注定我爱你. haha! 阮经天 is so so 迷人~ i'm such a sucker for handsome guys. haha!

and i wonder, how will it be like if i have a boyfriend who is 30cm taller than me. hmmmm.

i wanna be a 太 太 lar~

i'm bored now. very bored!

i'm wondering now, what is friendship?

stayed home during the weekends, resting and watching my current fav drama series.


命中注定我爱你
陈乔恩 is so pretty and 阮经天 is my current new love. hehezz.

and now i realise i cant control my timing whenever i watch drama series. i just wanna continue to watch and watch until the last. which made me feel like a zombie now at work. tsk tsk. gotta stop it JOCELYN.

gotta work hard now :) its MONDAY -.-"

he's the one who loves playing billard,
he's the one who irritates me most.
he's the one who enjoys scolding me.
he's the one who has a hobby of bullying me.
he's the one who can stand my nagging.
he's the one who tolerate all my nonsense.
he's the one who taught me how to grow up.
he's the one who has the same thinking as me.
he's the one who place me in first place.
he's the one who knows me best.
he's the one who i picked on 31mar05.
he's the one who i need most.
he's the one who i love most.
he's my BOYFRIEND my DEARIE :)

dinner with dearie ytd! and breakfast + lunch with him today :D more PH please and dearie will have more time for me me me! simply love the way he make me laugh. always full of nothing but nonsense. haha!

bbq-ed at ah gu's place just now. chloe is simply so adorable. must rmbr to take a pic of her the next time i see her!

i'm so bloated now. gosh!

and dearie totally forgets abt me when he's having fun -.-" but since he treated me mac breakfast this morning, i shall forgive him lar. hehezzz..

gotta work tmr. shall head to bed now. yawns.